the beautiful siide of me … =)

June 15th, 2006 by pinkdevil-aiai

A brilliant bolt of lightning descends! SHAZAAM! The oracle has spoken!

The smoke clears to reveal that inside you is a divine being,

DIANA, the Goddess of the Virgin Wild.

You are extremely desirable, but untouchable. As the deity of chastity and virginity, you live by your values. Your sexual desires simmer beneath a firm moral resolve. But you are far from a prude! The natural sensuality that you exude just makes you all the more desirable to your suitors. They know that your bedroom is a shrine, and you won’t share it with just anyone. Wherever your journey takes you, you leave a trail of heartbroken men behind. You probably take sex very seriously, and share it only with someone that you love. You truly enjoy the romance of courtship, but you stick to the ideals you’ve set for yourself. Any guy who doesn’t respect your boundaries is ancient history. You truly understand the meaning of love and will not settle for anything less than perfection. For the lucky guy who finds his way to your heart, suddenly the light comes shining down from the heavens. Behold, the skies proclaim, here lies a goddess!

my true color …

December 29th, 2005 by pinkdevil-aiai

You’re blue — the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The color of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolized trust, solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own, you’d rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances. Luckily, making close friends isn’t that hard, since people are naturally attracted to you — they’re soothed by your calming presence. Cool and collected, you rarely overreact. Instead, you think things through before coming to a decision. That level-headed, thoughtful approach to life is patently blue — and patently you!

wat liieS bEhiind my eyes …

May 14th, 2005 by pinkdevil-aiai

In your eyes, people can’t seem to see anything because your eyes are covered up by tears! You are constantly hurt and depressed… No one seems to understand how you feel because everyone is scared to get close to you… You long to be able to reach out and tell someone everything, and all of your problems… But you have no one to tell, or they just don’t seem to want to hear what you have to say. You’ve been hurt many times that you don’t seem to have any tears left to shed, or if you do, they’re an endless river flowing… You’ve started to hide and bottle up all or your problems and feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go away… You want company, but at the same time, you’re scared of it. Your sanctuary is your room where you can just be alone and try to throw away all of your aching pains. You’re dark and mysterious and people like you for that reason. Even if you think you’re all by yourself in the dark, someone is always there with you. Your special someone wants to admit and show their feelings towards you, but they’re afraid of how you’ll take it. Get out more and enjoy life because, it is far too long to frown your way through :)

haiiz … iit sEemS t0 bE tRuE l0r … i’m rEalLy vEry saD … i g0t n0 m0rE tEarS t0 sHeD le … n0 0nE wiiLl uNdErstaNd mE dE … i’m jUst alL al0nE by mysElF …

la0 g0ng … dUn lEavE mE … i nEeD u … bE by my siidE alwaYs … k ma … ??? l0vE u l0tS …